Snippets of Today’s 24Hr Life

These are the things that I would love to do today:

 

1. Go home to Imus.

My dad supposedly picked us up here from mom’s condo. I badly wanted to be back there and hug those two little puppies that we just found after them missing for 2 days. I want serenity, and Imus is the only place for that.

2. Indulge myself more on healthy foods.

I’m back to being a pesco-vegetarian. It’s been days since my 1 week absence from it. I’m glad I’m back to eating nutritious foods. Oatmeals, veggies, fruits, seafoods, and cereals are my thing now.

3. Finish reading The Alchemist (Paulo Coelho).

I started reading that earlier this month and GAH I’m still holding onto it! This month’s holding me back from having Coelho’s thoughts in my mind that perhaps  that’s the reason why I can hardly read 3 chapters a day. Go finish it today, Jai!

4. Watch videos in YouTube.

I actually don’t view much videos in this site except for Happy Tree Friends which I enjoy VERY MUCH, I tell you. haha! Oh anyway, the reason why I stated this in the 4th is that I’ve seen some videos of this Marie Digby in the site moments ago and I’m like ‘Wow! How’d she do those things?’ She’s gorgeous and talented. Her videos make me want to go back practising with my guitar and keyboards! Okay, keyboarding will surely eat most of my time since I haven’t practiced in ages. Anyway, her acoustic rendition of ‘Gimme Gimme’ struck me. It’s so cool!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a6GqWpuefc8

5. Get inspired.

I miss my artsy self because these days, I find it hard to draw, to compose great diary enties, and to take good pictures. I don’t know, I don’t seem to get comments on how good my photos look and how I am imaginative I am with them. *depressed* Sorry about this guys. I just don’t feel good about myself at all.

Sickly Me.

I thought Ze Nocturne is just being tired because she slept earlier than her usual nocturnal time. But then, she realised, she’s sick. Who’d ever thought that the once food-craver can only eat little amounts of meals a day?

I am sick since the other night. My eyes and body were tired by the time the clock striked 9. I brushed my teeth and tried to shower even for a short time. Then I jumped off to my mother’s queen-sized bed that doesn’t seem to belong in a pretty much tiny room in her condo unit. I prayed, and never get to say ‘amen’ because my mind already drifted to dreams that stitched the people that belong to my memory box. I was waken up by my baby sister’s cry. I wanted to steal her from my aunt’s arms and put her to sleep, but I realised that I’m too weak to even get up. So I listened to her whines until I fell asleep again. Dreams. Be dreams. HEADACHE! Drool, I was waken by an extreme headache. I was crying in pain, I wanted to hit my head. I stood up and told my aunt that I’m in hurt. She gave me a tablet of Biogesic. I’m not used to drinking meds. I loathe them. But since I’m afraid that the hurt would go on for the rest of the day, I took it and then hit the sack again. It was hard for me to close my peepers, I had trouble sleeping. So again, I stood up, turned the dusty tv on and clicked the remote to ETC. I poured myself a mug of hot chocolate and before I knew it, it has been my breakfast for the day. My loss of appetite grew worse until lunch which I had at 4pm with an instant champorado. And I was like, “I think I’d lose weight with this flu.” I smiled like Joker. Hahaha! I continued like this the enitre day, only that I ate too much bread and I took too much ‘Crab&Corn Soup’ that my chef aunt made for me. But I’m better now. BETTER.

A Letter to my Unknown Lover

Dear you,

       I just watched Coffee Prince, a Koreanovela that tells of 2 persons finding love despite hatred, difference, and silence, therefore, I remembered you. I want to meet you now. Give you a hug and just feel my cheek being tucked by your shoulder and neck. I just want to gobble up on a sweetness fix that comes from you. I just miss you, yakno. I wanna be done with time and just be with you–sit there, do nothing, and yet feel perfectly happy. When will my black-and-white imaginations be colored by you? When, baby?

 

Yours,

Jai

 

16May

Shuffling All the Way to Love

My BFF and I stayed up til dawn asking each other questions and answering them through music shuffling. There were only few songs in my Minuscule (the name of my iPod) because it’s newly revamped. But anyway, songs did answer them.

 

1.How’s your lovelife?

  <Jai>“I’ll move on here lying in my cozy bed
What’s next on my list too much to think about maybe i’m better off dead
Realize when everything’s done and said i’d given up”

(04 by Bamboo)

 <Nyq>  “Hindi maipinta ang aking nadarama”

(Sa Uulitin by Mojofly)

 

2. Where’ll you see the next guy that’ll make you swoon?

  “standing in my room”

(Dreaming with a Broken Heart by John mayer)

 “town so far away”

(Dreams be Dreams by Jack Johnson)

 

3. When will you fall in love (again)?

 “Don’t you say it’s too early”

(Waste Another Day by Brooke Fraser)

 “Oras na iniiwan na ako ng panahon”

(Tumatakbo by Mojofly)

 

4. What is your soulmate like?

  “Di mo na kinakailangan pang magsalita”

(Mata by Mojofly)

  “yun lang,malalaman ko pa ba”

(Eddie Song b Mayonnaise)

 

5. Are men necessary?

  “Why do you hate him? Why do you make him leave?

There’s nothing wrong with him.”

(F.U. by Bamboo)

  “Getting sensual is really not my style”

(So Slow by freestyle)

 

6. What’s your dream for you both?

  “I don’t know. I don’t remember.”

(Closure by Spongecola)

  “Leave it on the line”

(These Days by Bamboo)

 

7. Why do guys cheat?

  “Making love to you was never second best”

(I Melt with You by Jason Mraz)

  Men say, “Gone..Gone are the days”

Nyq says, “Where will i find your love? Where will I find the truth?

How will I ever say goodbye?”

(Pride and Flame by Bamboo)

 

8. What will my next relationship’s status be?

  “It’s not too late to change direction”

(These Days by Bamboo)

  “Pag napaibig walang duda”

(Probinsyana by Bamboo)

 

9. What’s the first thing that your man will give you?

  “the truth in your gaze
As you work and indelible change in me”

(Indelible by Brooke Fraser)

 “Shattering moments make it hard to face the truth”

(Wake Up by Mojofly)

 

10. What’s the sweetest thing he’ll ever do for you?

  “Made up my mind on this
Too late for me to hold you back
Maybe to short or dumb
To cry for you but i will anyway”

(Here Tonight by Hale)

  “I still don’t have the reason
And you don’t have the time”

(Makes me Wonder by Maroon 5)

 

11. Where’s your first dating place?

  “[where] a thousand other boys could never reach you”

(Black Balloon by Goo Goo Dolls)

  “Behind the wheel”

(Drive by Incubus)

 

12. What’s the worst thing that you’ll say to him?

  “Dami mong problema nakuha mo pang ngumiti”

(Noypi by Bamboo)

  “Rid me off myself I belong to you”

(Lead me to the Cross by Hillsong)

13. Why did he like me?

  “They like the way she dance”

(Wind it Up by Gwen Stefani)

  “Kulang lang sa pansin”

(KLSP by Spongecola)

 

14. Will he be faithful to me?

 “Soon we’ll see,
Things we can’t find”

(Home by Mayonnaise)

  “Never will you and I part I’ve fallen deeply in love with you”

(Deeply in Love by Hillsong)

 

15. What are you afraid of in love?

  “He’s not as easy as he seems”

(Brave Souls by Marty Sampson)

  “More than what you feel”

(One Love by Acel Bisa)

 

16. What proposing line do you want to hear from him?

 “This time i’m sure what i’m looking for,
And that’s what i want you to know,
And i won’t ever let you go, let you go..”

(Underneath the Ways by Hale)

  “I never promised you a ray of light. I never promised there’ll be

sunshine everyday. I’ll give you everything i have: the good and bad.”

(Halo ‘a The OC ost’)

10 LatestFactsAboutME

UNO I am amazed by the simplest things. The sunlight, dried leaves, cumulus clouds, withering branches, and the like. I like capturing them with me behind the camera. I want to have a Holga and a Fisheye2 to make things more creative. *Point and Shoot*

 

DOS I’ve been a semi-vegetarian for 4 months already, meaning I no longer live with pork and beef. But you know what, since I’m such a courteous person and that I’m now living with the Pineda’s these days, I had just broken my record. GAH! They’re carnivores, and I just have to be one! But I love ‘em, yakno.

 

TRES I do yoga. I’m trying to be fit. But with the many houses that I go home to, OHNOSE!, I sometimes miss my homey yoga sessions. I wanna be with my yoga mat right now!!!

 

QUATRO I like driving alone and getting lost in a strange place. Why why?? Because, I’m a traveller, and when you’re one, it’s natural for you to be so engrossed with exploration even if you’re being asked to risk your safety. I always say,”Yea though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil, for Thou art with me, Thy rod and Thy staff they comfort me.”

 

SINGKO I am in love with indie films. I always stay up late at night just to watch these films that are sometimes freaking me out ! Yea, I even cry and laugh at the same time upon viewing such scenes, beacause Pinoys are that crazy! They make you do both at the same time.

 

SAIS I already voted Tubbataha Reefs, Underground River, and the Chocolate Hills in the NEW7WONDERS. Click the link below to vote for the Philippines too! Be proud Filipinos!!

http://www.new7wonders.com/nature/en/vote_on_nominees/

 

SIETE I am tough, but what you don’t know is that I’m a crybaby. SUPER. I cry privately with loud music on and prayers in my lips. I cry for the littlest reasons you can ever think of. Like when I see an almost dead tree around, or when babies are being carried off to streets by their abusive (beggar) parent. Oh dear, it’s really hard for me to mind my own business, for as you don’t know, the happenings of the world is my business.

 

OCHO I am seldom silent. I like talking despite the nonsense thoughts that I blurt out of my mouth. So when you see my mouth shut, shut yours too, because I’m being serious, dude.

 

NUEBE I eat TOO MUCH sweets. Dessert comes first, it’s actually my main meal.  Ice cream parlors, bakeshops, and chocolate stands are my thing.

 

DIYES (Okay, so I’m not sure with this number’s spelling. hehe) I am a nocturnal, YEA PEOPLE!! I am like a hamster, loves the night and allergic to the morning. But what’s surprising is, I try to wake up early because I like lengthening my day by filling it with lots of activities. I even once thought that sleeping is a waste of time.